Online games

I'm not really into the games in facebook but recently my friend introduced me to the game restaurant city and i kinda liked it. It's like Diner Dasj that is like The Sims which is cool. It's just annoying that it doesn't work in my personal computer. I guess my PC's too slow so i wasn't able to use it for days and i didn't earn any money because my employers were dying of hunger. Anyway so i thought of trying it out in my laptop. Good thing, it worked and i have been playing since i logged in. It's not that healthy for me. But can't control. I want to earn a lot so I can decorate my restaurant better.:) This is what i've been to lately, instead of doing my assignment and reading. Whoops. That's why i believe taht online gaming is not really that healthy for children.

too late?

I'm super affected with Michael Jackson's death and i just so happen to realize that he's a really greta man. And i really feel bad that he died so sudden. I feel bad because it's as if he wasn't happy with his life. Well,of course because of the scandals he's been to but also i learned that he never got to experience what it was like to be a kid and just fool around without being punished severely.
Since he was a breadwinner with a very abusive dad who hurt him whenevr he commits mistake. I hate his dad, really, what kind of a dad would do such to his own son. Anyway, with all of what happened, i learned more about MJ more than ever before. I became really interested with his music, his life, his character. and i just amazed to know how good and how kind-hearted he was. Because of that, i am now a self-proclaimed Mischael Jackson fan. Even though there were many speculations about him. I don't know, but i beleive him. I don't think he would do such or if he did, i think that it was just misinterpreted. He has a childlike heart, he was a humanitarian and many more good attributes. I don't think that a person like him could do scuh horrible things. The media was just really mean to him that's why i hate the media because all they want is to have a scoop that would hit.

Sigh. I love Michael Jackson and though it's already late but I would always remain as his fan and remember his legacy,

life's cruel fate

Michael Jackson is dead. I can't believe. I was never a fan of him but hearing the news makes me sad too. He was about to have his 50 shows in London which was already sold out then all of a sudden he's dead. He's the King of Pop and i never expected him to die so early. Sigh. Cruel reality of life. There are still many speculations what caused his death but i just wish him happiness and peace in heaven and condolences to his children and family.

RIP Michael Jackson.

looking too far

You’ve gotta be extra careful with the things nearest to you
You know the closer you get to something the tougher it is to see it

Got these lines from a Japanese song which I find really meaningful.:)

lame me

The one who breaks the rule is trash but he who abandons his friends is worse than trash.

Okay. I don’t know what to say anymore so I just put this nice quote I got from a Japanese anime I’m watching right now. It’s from Naruto Shippuuden, I know it’s kind of lame for me to watch such but whatever, the story plot is really wisely done and the show is really nice. I got hooked up to it just recently because I watched it in the television. And as usual, I got curious. Although I’m sometimes confused because of the inside story from previous seasons but anyway, I just want to know how things would end. And I really like the character of Naruto, others perceive him as weak but actually he’s one of the fiercest among them.

determination

I love watching TV and the show I blogged about before, One Liter of Tears, has just ended with a really sad ending and I feel bad for her family but what she accomplished is way beyond anyone’s imagination and beyond what she thought she could do. She touched the lives of people through her dairy which was turned into book and now to this show.

As this show ended, I believe that more lives are touched by her story and life. She touched mine. I admire her. I have my highest respect to her and to her family.

this is why I always end up cramming

Okay. This is not healthy for me. I’m watching Naruto in YouTube instead of doing my assignments. I have my homeworks given last two weeks ago and I haven't done it yet.
I’m not being productive. I’m dead.
Now I guess my loads would all pile up for Sunday cramming.

new past time

I’m someone who is easily gets awed and now I’m hooked up with this show Naruto. I know it’s not such a fitting show for me. But I watch anything that I think is sensible enough. I like the show because it’s not just a simple cartoon or anime that is about battling and fighting. But it has story in it and once you get to watch it, you’d realize that it’s way cooler than you thought. Although the story is actually really long. I recently just started watching it because at first I thought it was lame. Bad judgment for me. I’ve watched some animes before and I could say that this is one of the best story plots. I believe that they’ve earned a lot by creating this show.

beyond any power

When you have the power to do something, it’s hard not to try.
But then sometimes, it’s just not worth it.
No need to even try it out.

Does that make sense?

inescapable

We had our report for COMMTEC, I guess everything went well. Although we were just laughing out our report because we didn’t really know how to present it in a manner that would please our professor. But he didn’t question us that much so I guess it’s okay. And he’s really nice, he was also my professor last 2 terms ago so I feel more at ease and less pressured although that doesn’t mean I’m taking him for granted. I won’t cause he’s too nice, I’d only feel bad.

It felt weird going back to school. I guess 10 days vacation is also quite long, my laziness was doubled.

back to school after the VIRUS

I slept late so I didn’t wake up on time for church. I feel bad, really. But my eyes were just really tired. I heard my alarm but then I just turned it off. I’m such a failure. I’m always late and then now, I didn’t attend the meeting. This is not a good sign.

Then during the night, we needed to finish our report for COMMTEC. Cramming is really not a good idea and because I had some trouble about something that kind of caused me to panic. But anyway, we finished the report so it was all good.

usual dinner for me

I am currently eating chesseburger deluxe sandwich of McDo. I guess I have a very unhealthy diet because I always eat foods from fast food chains. But sometimes if I feel like I’ve eaten too much unhealthy food then I’ll refrain from it but sometimes I can’t help it. It’s either I don’t like the food in our house or no one cooked and I don’t know how to cook so we don’t have anything to eat. That’s the time that we order in fast food chains and waste money. Anyway right now, I’m enjoying this burger and fries for my dinner.

I feel like i lost some weight.

i need money

My sister is selling some of her stuffs in ebay and I find this ebay thing really cool because people in this online shopping seem to get easily interested. She’s about to close a deal already and I want to sell some of my stuffs too. It’s nice to have some mode of income. And from my last blog, she still doesn’t know how the payment and the shipping goes but now she figured all those things out so we can sell more stuffs already. This is nice because we have so many stuffs that we aren’t using anymore. I hope to earn something. I badly need some money. When you lose something, you need to have a replacement for it. Well, just for my clothing.

LIFE

I’m watching this show One Liter of Tears in GMA. I think I already made a blog about this already but I want to again. I can’t help not to cry whenever I’m watching this. It’s about a 15 year old girl student in Japan who got this incurable disease. The show’s soon to end and as usual I’m a spoiler so I want to know how the story would end. I did my research in the internet and found out that the show is actually a true story which made me even sadder. It was said that she died at the age of 25 and it was a really sad ending which will be featured in the show. I can’t wait to see it. From what I read, she broke up with her boyfriend because she knew that their relationship would lead nowhere because she’ll die soon. I hate sad ending but I guess this is real life; although it didn’t have a happy ending but I was really inspired by this story. She didn’t give up and lived her life to the fullest. I hate deaths and goodbyes and I know that her family did suffer a lot. I feel sorry for them but I admire them because despite all their difficulties they didn’t leave her side and was with her till the end. This story is about love, friendship, family, life, and happiness. I give two thumbs up for this movie!

I love watching TV although for some people it’s a waste of time but I learn a lot through different shows especially true story. It’s just a matter of choosing a beautiful story.

one bad news

Something came up with the two of my close friends that made me really shocked so I’m worried big time. I hate it when people fight although they didn’t really fight, they just had a misunderstanding. I really wanna talk to my other friend but my other friend doesn’t want to let her know that I know so there. I don’t wanna interfere; well I know they’ll fix all of this soon. All I can do is be there once they need me and I know that they know that. I just didn’t expect something such would happen.=(

online fad

I just figured out how to use ebay because my sister created an account then all of a sudden she was able to view all the other cool stuffs. I got hooked into it the moment I saw the bags and the dresses being sold at a really low price. But the problem is I don’t know how to do the transaction. I don’t understand how the shipping works and anyway, I don’t have enough money. But once I got my money and I learned how to do the transaction; I’d buy some stuffs, definitely. It’s nice to discover something new, well I know I’m a little late discoverer but anyway, at least I did.

And I also heard that there are some scams that happen in this online shopping so it helped me to not be too trusty and be fooled in the end. I think that’s the problem in this online shopping since here, it’s a no return no exchange policy that’s why if the seller gave you a fake Gucci bag with what you thought was authentic, you can’t do anything anymore. Also, you don’t know them personally so you can’t really chase them for anything. Well, sad to think that some people would actually do such just for money although they seem really believable or am I just really gullible. HAHAHA. I guess that’s life.

torture...

Obviously, my blogs are getting shorter and more senseless. But I don’t have any juices to think for a topic and write things about it. I just want to write so I’m done for the day. Well right now, I’m hungry because I just ate a Mcdo chicken fillet for dinner and that wasn’t enough! I’m hungry yet sleepy. I’m bored, definitely.

simple nothings

Trying to cope up for the days I missed, I don’t have anything to say since I just stayed home yesterday. Well, I’m happy though because Joh’s back from Europe. I hope she’ll stay healthy especially this time and she even came from abroad. Anyway, I’m excited to see her soon.
That’s all, I guess.

boredom yet again.

I didn’t write for three days and now I’m writing again because I have to. Sigh. I guess I was just kind of lazy to use the computer.
I’m bored to death. I’m in poverty mode because I have no allowance because there are no classes. It saddens me that I have no money but I’m enjoying my rest just with fear and paranoia.

scary, infectious, deadly

I don’t miss school, if I am given the choice, I’d even prolong the suspension since the case are actually increasing and it’s getting scarier since you never know if you actually had contact with that person because your don’t know who they are. And you don’t know which stuffs have they touched, or coughed on. It’s really driving me nuts because I’m very paranoid when it comes to these viruses or contagious disease. I hate it totally. I just still can’t believe that our school was actually penetrated. I thought that since after the 1st week there was no news of any student getting sick then it’s already safe. But no, because all of a sudden, this news came out. Today, the numbers been increased up to 3 cases. And the current one wasn’t the classmate of the two infected so DOH doesn’t know how this guy got the virus since he didn’t go out of the country. Now, it’s anybody’s problem. Who’s that new infected 17 year old guy? I don’t even have an idea if I know him or a friend of mine knows him or if I had interacted with him. It’s really freaking me out. I don’t want to g back to school because you’ll never know who could develop the symptoms. I’m really afraid; I just hope that everything would go well already.

I want to go out but I can’t because it keeps on raining. I don’t want to be stuck in traffic. Also, right now, I’m scared to go to places with many random people I don’t know.

out of boredom and fear

I’m bored to death. I can’t go out because of the rain because I hate traffic and flood so I prefer to actually just stay inside the house. But it’s really boring although I do love the rest I’m having.

The news kind of scares me though since they’re reporting cases about influenza and the number of cases in our school is increasing which makes me paranoid. I hate this influenza. I just hope that all of this would finally stop and this wouldn’t be an epidemic in our country, actually, in the world. It’s scary. This influenza could kill people and not only that, if people knew that a person was infected, they are kept away from the society. Well, they should be. But sometimes other people who are insensitive enough make them feel worse and even blame them for the possibility of infecting others. As if they wanted that. Like what happened in our school, now it’s a big deal if you’re from La Salle because you might actually be a carrier or so. I think that’s the worse part of having this virus next to it being fatal.

what a news

I don’t have class today so I was really shocked when my friend texted me about the H1N1 virus in our school. There’s a confirmed case of the virus from a student in our school that’s why our class is suspended from June 4-14. I don’t know if I should be happy or not. I am happy because of course I don’t need to wake up early. I don’t need to worry about anything but I am actually worried. I am worried because I don’t want our vacation to be delayed and I feel like our professors would then rush which would give us more pressures and loads to handle.

And of course, I'm scared; I don't want to be infected. Pray pray pray!

But anyway, right now, I guess I should just enjoy this break. :)

-supposed to be my June 3 post.

not-so-lucky me

I hate Tuesdays and Thursdays. I need to wake up early because my class starts at 8 in the morning and If you know me, then you’d know that I’m not a morning person. I’m not punctual and I’m lazy. But since life is not really on my side, I always get an 8 o’clock class and with a terror professor. In her record, I already have two absences; I just don’t know if she erased the one earlier since I was just late. And yes, yet again I am late. I tried but I’m such a failure. I don’t want to be late because I’m scared of her and this is my second time taking this subject (the last time, it was also an 8 o’clock class, lucky me) and my third time having her as a professor. I don’t want her to think that I’m not taking her seriously because I totally do.

So I came in late and I sat in the middle in front of her; that was really a mistake. Anyway, I was dying of nervousness because she keeps on making eye contacts with me which pressured me to do the same with her. It’s not easy to make eye contact to someone you’re scared of but I’m even more scared for her to think that I’m trying to avoid.

The discussion was on-going and came the part I hate the most. She decided to take her class list and call names. guess who’s the first she called? ME! I was really shocked but thank God the question was easy to answer and I was able to provide the correct answer. After my question, I didn’t know the other answers anymore. Whew. this term is a tough term for me since if I fail this subject again, I’ll be delayed for another year which can’t happen anymore. I wouldn’t know what to tell my family if that even happen and I don’t want to stay at La Salle for that long. One year already hurt me badly, I couldn’t take another year again. Hopefully things would go well for me this term. Also, I’ll try not to be late anymore.

dream on :))

I want to go to Korea. Why? Obviously, the fever of the boys over flowers has affected me big time. Boys over flowers is a Korean TV series that is now featured in ABS-CBN. It’s the same as the Taiwan series Meteor Garden, although I like the Korean version better. I’m a very shallow person. I get awed by the simplest thing. I might sound really pathetic or baduy but I am currently in love with one of the main characters in that show. His name is Kim Hyun Joong (Ji Hoo in the show) and he’s amazing. He’s really beautiful guy probably because he’s a Korean. Anyway, it’s better to like these out-of-reach people, I guess. You never have the right to expect. (HAHA)

I’m his biggest fan here in the Philippines and I really want to see him in real life. That’s why I want to go to Korea. If I could continue dreaming, I would want to see him up close, talk to him, meet him, be friends with him, and so on. But of course that’s just impossible. I don’t know until when will I dream about this but right now, I’m enjoying it. I’m like a trying to be Korean person. I’m getting fond of seeing Korean people, hearing them talk, watching some of the Korean TV shows in youtube. I also try to memorize some common Korean words. My sister finds it weird that the fever hasn’t left me yet since I’ve already finished the show but it still on-going in ABS-CBN so if I have time, I make it a point that I could re-watch it again. I don’t know until when will I be into this Korean show but I could say that I’ll be a fan of Kim Hyun Joong for quite some time. Because with or without the show, he’s an awesome artist so for that span of time, I would always want to go to Korea.