not-so-lucky me

I hate Tuesdays and Thursdays. I need to wake up early because my class starts at 8 in the morning and If you know me, then you’d know that I’m not a morning person. I’m not punctual and I’m lazy. But since life is not really on my side, I always get an 8 o’clock class and with a terror professor. In her record, I already have two absences; I just don’t know if she erased the one earlier since I was just late. And yes, yet again I am late. I tried but I’m such a failure. I don’t want to be late because I’m scared of her and this is my second time taking this subject (the last time, it was also an 8 o’clock class, lucky me) and my third time having her as a professor. I don’t want her to think that I’m not taking her seriously because I totally do.

So I came in late and I sat in the middle in front of her; that was really a mistake. Anyway, I was dying of nervousness because she keeps on making eye contacts with me which pressured me to do the same with her. It’s not easy to make eye contact to someone you’re scared of but I’m even more scared for her to think that I’m trying to avoid.

The discussion was on-going and came the part I hate the most. She decided to take her class list and call names. guess who’s the first she called? ME! I was really shocked but thank God the question was easy to answer and I was able to provide the correct answer. After my question, I didn’t know the other answers anymore. Whew. this term is a tough term for me since if I fail this subject again, I’ll be delayed for another year which can’t happen anymore. I wouldn’t know what to tell my family if that even happen and I don’t want to stay at La Salle for that long. One year already hurt me badly, I couldn’t take another year again. Hopefully things would go well for me this term. Also, I’ll try not to be late anymore.