reminder of my failure

My life's been the same everyday. I go to school. I go home. I watch TV then study then sleep. I'm tired. I feel restless. Maybe because I'm just too bored with my life but I don't want to change my phase. This is what I'm used to. This is how I lived my life for a long time now. I don't know why I feel so tired. I guess because of all the negative things that's been happening. I'm always late in mhy THEORYO class which makes me feel nervous for my grades because Miss hates latecomers. And i really don't like theories at all. I don't get the point of studying them and taking up THEORYO again just reminds me of my failure. I just always think that id shoudn't be studying this anymore. I keep on wondering how my perspective in life would've been if i didn't fail. It's really sad.